"Emotions" and "Seize the Day".

My lord, I love you very much, love you so much, love you to death, love you so much that every organ in my body aches. Even if we are together in the next life, you will blind your eyes again, and I will start praying sincerely from now on.

Well. She is unique in my heart.

After a while, he spoke softly and uttered a word:

Du Sanheng! This woman!

I ?

Okay, the last metaphor is as if I never said it. She gently stroked the corner of his eye with pity. Du Sanheng smiled and said, "I can't see with my eyes, but I have always been watching her. Even if these words were not spoken to me directly, they are enough for me to savor for a lifetime."

Although my eyes cannot see, I have been watching her all along," said Ruan Woqiu softly.

Feng Erlang immediately put on a smile and turned around shouting, "Feng Chun...where is he?" He turned back with a fierce expression and glared at Chen En.

Mr. Ruan, do you plan to hold me while standing until dawn? With a tired and playful tone.

Say what you have to say, why so much nonsense. Ruan Woqiu frowned.

What's the point of talking about love and sleeping arrangements? We've been married for years! Let's just go to sleep!

He frowned at you.

Is she asking me to pick her up in the afternoon?

Ruan Woqiu gritted his teeth in anger, his cheeks slightly flushed, and said irritably:

Fengchun? Haha, so you're bothered by this. Fengchun has always been bad at judging people. Except for the young master and the young lady, in her eyes, everyone is the same.

Near the water's edge, the tower is the first to see the moon... He always thought that it was Du the painter who forced him to sacrifice himself to marry her. In the end, who is the one who has the upper hand? Even if he didn't want to admit it, it must be said that Ruan Woqiu did have a beloved woman, and that woman happened to be his least favorite wife.

Can't be true!

Grandfather, you may not see, but you can imagine. Your imagination is equivalent to our eyes... Do you find the artist's depiction of 'seeing' beautiful?

Ruan Woaqiu stared in his direction, endured for a moment, and then said:

Then I will turn on the lights first.

Feng Erlang pondered for a while and said:

Don't get me wrong, I have no feelings for her at all! Besides, she is the wife of the master, how dare I have any improper thoughts? How annoying! It's all because of that woman that he's misunderstood! He stuttered, "I just wanted to, to hear others' descriptions of her appearance, it's okay if you don't want to say anything!"

Feng Erlang nodded and interjected:

However, they are not biological mother and son...

What about Madame Feng? What do you think of her appearance?

He listened carefully to her movements, and when she got into bed, he took off his coat and followed suit. Soon, she snuggled up to him and took the initiative to wrap her arms around his waist.

Yes, I understand, I understand! Erlang, there's no need to say more.

Chen En, you've been staring at me all morning. Do you have something to tell me?

What does she mean by this? Does it make him uneasy? ... Or ...

No problem.

I... I made a mistake.

Upon hearing this, his handsome face was filled with annoyance. Clearly her voice was filled with desire, why did she have to mess with him?

Waiting and waiting, but tonight she didn't take any initiative, which made him secretly annoyed.

The artist Du said: "Your eyes cannot see, but you have been looking at her all along. Her eyes can see, but she cannot see others." Ah, young master, after saying this, the artist Du added another sentence...

"I want to go to sleep!" he exclaimed angrily.

Are you so sure that what they saw was real?

Chen En, what are you trembling about?

They are mother and son, naturally of one mind...? Could it be that they were already dissatisfied with Du Sanheng?

Oh, it turns out that her "I love you" is no match for his stubbornness. How could this man involve all her pity? She will truly love him until it hurts, and will never be able to escape in this lifetime.

It's really difficult for a man with a thin face to honestly express his love to his wife, isn't it? She murmured softly.

Ruan Wuoqiu, upon hearing this, did not know whether to be angry or to laugh.

As soon as he arrived at the accounting office, Chen En would frequently rub his eyes, rubbing them until they resembled rabbit eyes, just to see things clearly.

Grandpa... Do you know that Du, the artist, is very ugly?

In the future, will there be anyone else who will dominate his eyes? How is that possible?

... ... What's the matter?

"Master Ruan, what are you thinking?" The sound of a dozing off voice faintly echoed from his arms.

Artist Du said, in her eyes, there are only two handsome men, one is her father, and the other is you, young master. Moreover, in her eyes, you will become more and more charming... Cough, my lord, are you sure you will be the same as now when you reach fifty?

The truth that his eyes received is - Feng Chunmei with Jun, but to say that she is the most beautiful woman in the world, it may be a bit exaggerated... Is it a problem with his eyes? Or has Erlang Shen's brain caught fire?

Do you really, really want to say?

I... I... Grandpa, I accidentally saw Du the artist sleeping leaning against the bed.

Every night, Ruan Woqiu always makes sure to finish reading a book before going to bed.

Needless to say! Of course, it's wise and brave, handsome and elegant, with a heroic spirit... Damn Chen En, are you trying to take advantage of me because you've read more books than I have? Anyway, the young master is extremely good-looking!

How do you think the child was born?

Mr. Ruan, do you want to hear me say once again that I love you very much, love you to death, and love you so much that I will never let go?

Hmph. The strength still hasn't relaxed.

I am both angry and annoyed, what's the matter? Just listen if you heard it! Letting you laugh so...so cunningly?

What did your eyes see in "Emotions" and "Seize the Moment"?

Yes, there is more. However, if Young Master cannot bear to listen, I will keep silent.

The Reality in Fengchun's Eyes.

"Young man, haven't you asked everyone around you?"

Chen En, what are you doing here?

Chen En lifted his eyes and stared at Ruan Woqiu without blinking, curiously asking:

The next day--.

He grabbed her arm. "What are you lighting up for?"

"Yes, yes." Feng Erlang took a deep breath and said loudly, "I love you so much that every part of my body aches, I love you to death, I love you..."

Although he doesn't really like her, he has to admit that the artist Du, in his eyes, is quite a beautiful woman... Could it be that Du is a monster, which is why her appearance is different in everyone's eyes?

"What did you say?" he asked impatiently.

Lips and tongues intertwined, familiar desires were aroused by her. He secretly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking she no longer coveted his body...

Therefore, in the darkness, he secretly waited--.

Chen En, who was standing in the corner of the building, slowly turned around and stared at the sunlight man who appeared out of nowhere. He took a deep breath and asked:

“Has she gone to sleep?” Ruan Woqiu furrowed his brows and was about to send away the child who had been by his side for many years, but he felt that the child had something to say, so he asked, “Is there something on your mind?”

Don't you think she is ugly?

"Shut up!" Ruan Woqiu angrily exclaimed.

Erlang, did I miss something? Did I attack the young master? Even if I were to harm myself, I would never hurt a single hair on the young master's body!

Anything else?

All of a sudden, soft lips pressed against his jawline. Before he could react, the delicate body in his arms moved slightly, and he passionately kissed his mouth.

Chen En, that's because I am the most important person in their hearts, naturally they consider me as the most good-looking person in the world. In the future, you will also have someone like that in your heart.

Erlang Ge and Feng Danni!

I'm here. He quickly regained his composure.

Ying Kangcheng, Ruan Mansion--

"Fantasy..." he murmured. He was blind, and the only thing he could do was fantasize about her appearance in the darkness. No matter how he touched, he still couldn't outline her true appearance in his mind.

Is Fengchun really beautiful? How come he can't see it?

What is this woman really thinking? Cultivating moral character has never been her interest, yet she has not actively sought intimacy for over a month.

Next time I will pay more attention. You should rest.

The young master inherited the appearance of the master and madam. Not only is he handsome, but when he wears official robes, he is simply...

If you don't believe in the truth in your own eyes, but instead believe in others', then what use are your eyes?

Feng Erlang - one of the adopted sons of Madam Feng Chun, the female manager of the Ruan household - said very seriously:

Two eyes, one nose, and a mouth. Next time, you can try to find a handsome man and a beautiful woman and ask her to comment on their appearance. Then you will know how bad Feng Chun's taste is. Fortunately, this did not happen, otherwise Feng Chun would have been deceived by some man outside a long time ago!

......Chen En turned his head and looked at Du, the painter he disliked, then rubbed his eyes hard. After confirming that his eyesight was correct, he looked at Feng Erlang with great suspicion. "Erlang Ge... Can you see me?"

Chen En, upon hearing this, paused for a moment with an excited expression, and slowly met Feng Erlang's serious gaze.

Chen En, I know you don't understand, so let me enlighten you. You came to repay a debt of gratitude, not to offer yourself. Don't look at the young master with those strange eyes, I'm afraid you might attack him someday!

Ruan Wuoqiu shook his head and smiled wryly.

The reality in Feng Erlang's eyes.

Grandfather, in your mind, what does Du the artist look like?

"Er Lang Ge, what nonsense are you talking about!" Chen En's face turned red, and he angrily said, "I was glaring at Du Huashi because, because Lord Ming could have lived a carefree life, without having to worry about anything, without getting involved in any dirty business. It all started when Du Huashi came to the Ruan Mansion..."

"That person will never be me," Ruan Woqiu said calmly, "I am merely the master of your life. In the future, you will meet a beloved woman. Even if others deny it, you will still remain steadfast and believe in everything you see with your own eyes."

Why did you hug me so tightly as if you were venting? My bones are almost broken.

So, in my mind, what does Artist Du look like?

A palm struck Chen En's occiput directly. Feng Erlang scolded, "Nonsense, do you think I am a blind young master?"

The fragrance is intoxicating, arousing endless imagination.

She deeply loves a man and will passionately seek his love both physically and emotionally. She cannot do without it. Once she falls out of love, however, she will become indifferent and perfunctory.

Okay, what Du the artist added is what she told me. She said, "Tell me to pay attention to your reaction. Young master, should I tell the truth? After hearing it, your face turned red and hot with anger..."

Upon thinking of this, he quickly closed his eyes and dared not look again.

To be honest, I don't quite understand either...

I ask you to speak, so speak. Focused on listening.

Good night! His voice was stiff and rigid.

Like avoiding intimacy from a thousand miles away.

She is a very pleasure-seeking woman, and most of the time it is she who takes the initiative in bed. Perhaps outsiders think she is shameless, but this blind man can find peace because of it.

"Du the artist?" Feng Chun looked at him strangely, surprised.

He had a stern face—anyway, she couldn't see him in the darkness.

Yes, you replied: "I am blind, how could I know what she looks like?" There is really nothing remarkable about this sentence." Her laughter was like a bell.

"Young master, have you finished your lunch?" Feng Erlang completely ignored Chen En's strangeness and immediately approached when he saw Ruan Woqiu coming out of the room. "Master Du is not in the mansion, she asked me to tell you..."

"What are you looking at?" Ruan Woqiu asked in a deep voice. The sentence from the book was repeated four or five times, and anyone could tell that this child was not focused.

Ruan Wuoqiu immediately cursed:

No, sir, your eyes are not convenient, but you can imagine her beauty in your heart, while my eyes, although able to see people, must have some problem, that's why I can't see the truth that Erlang Shen and Feng Daming said!

I am blind, how can I see her true appearance?

He gritted his teeth, could have turned over and gone to sleep, ignoring her teasing, but instead, he held her as it had become a habit. This woman just loves to have her own way.

You...

I have to look at your face before I can say it. Or, Mr. Ruan, are you feeling shy? Are you afraid that I will speak so frankly about loving you, and it will make you uncomfortable?

You said.

Chen En?

Chen En listened to him speak with certainty, wanting to argue back but not knowing where to start. When he was still a child, he thought he was doomed to die, but in the moment when the executioner's hand was about to strike, he saw a man rushing into the execution ground, covered in blood, to save people. Since then, the image of this heroic figure has been imprinted in his eyes, never fading away.

Isn't Du the artist just like that? Not ugly, but not attractive either. Compared to her voice, she seems a bit overshadowed.

Upon hearing this, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, she woke up after Chen En left and didn't hear anything she shouldn't have. He fumbled to extinguish the candle and replied:

So that's how it is. But, Erlang, you clearly are not biologically related to Fengchun... How can you have such a low opinion of people... Wait, the old man once said that everyone sees a different reality, and the more one loves someone, the more beautiful they appear. And that day, Erlang told him that Fengchun was as beautiful as a celestial being...

Of course! Er Lang said that you are the most handsome man in the world, and Feng Da Niang also recognized your unparalleled appearance. They are telling the truth!

Yes, even though Feng Chun is her close friend in the women's quarters, I have to honestly say that it might be a good thing if the young master is blind.

Chen En is still young after all, and completely unable to understand such contradictory words. He could only directly ask about it...

The truth in Ruan's autumn eyes.

你呢 ?

After Chen En left, Ruan Woqiu walked accurately to the edge of the bed in the inner room, reached out and touched the head of the bed, lightly touching her cheek...? Sure enough, did she wait for him until she fell asleep again?

Mr. Ruan, do you have any unpleasant matters?

He didn't pay much attention to the next song of praise, because it was already clear that the three of them had completely consistent thoughts on the appearance of the young master.

Would a woman also be unconsciously recognized by his eyes?

Fengchun didn't take it seriously and smiled, saying:

No, she knows you leave in the morning, come back at noon, leave again in the afternoon, and probably won't be back until midnight, so she must make sure I catch the right time to talk to you.

I really don't understand... Chen Ennan said, tightly holding onto the young master who had just returned to the mansion and the lady disguised as a man.

Even if it's pitch black in front of me, I'm still staring at her!

It's so late, aren't you supposed to go out early in the morning? She smiled, her voice soft: "To get back on track, since you're not so frank, it's the same for me to speak."

I... My eyes have problems, so naturally I can't be accurate!

Who told you she is ugly?

Chen En, my little brother, I have been observing you for a long time. Every time the young master goes out, as long as he doesn't take you with him, you always wait at the door for his return. Especially when I see you looking at Du Huashi, you almost resemble a female demon! It's fine if you like the young master, but don't get too touchy!

On this day, in the Autumn Pavilion, Chen En was absent-mindedly reading, quietly took a step back, and happened to catch a glimpse of the painter Du napping in the inner room.

She made a grimace, found a comfortable position in his arms, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

At first, I thought that by asking others, I could sketch out a portrait that closely resembled her... Unconsciously, my words revealed a sense of regret and frustration. I could sense her scent, her body, her words, and her touch. Although these things contributed to the creation of Du Sanheng, there is a corner within Du Sanheng that I can never clearly see.

No focal point, the handsome eyes immediately stared at her.

Grandfather, it's not necessarily a bad thing if we can't see Master Du's paintings. I won't ask about it.

Du Sanheng pressed his arm and said with a low, hoarse laugh:

It's nothing, it's nothing. Now there is such an important person in my heart.

Chen En looked at his own hands, slowly covering his eyes. With his fingers slightly apart, the reflection of Ruan Woqiu and Erlang's current figures appeared in his pupils.

He gritted his teeth and forcefully pulled her back into his arms, muttering under his breath:

Chen En, who was standing aside, watched his master's awkward expression...

Madam Feng... What do you think of the artistic achievements of Painter Du?

She did hear it after all! Her beautiful face grew slightly warm, but she remained calm and didn't say a word.

Did you not go to sleep?

"Feng Chun?" When it comes to her, Feng Erlang's eyes shine brightly, just like the brightest star in the night. "Of course, she is the unparalleled celestial being, unmatched in the world, invincible, and happy every day... ... Chen En, you are taking advantage of my lack of education, aren't you? Anyway, even if I am not well-read, I can clearly tell you that in my eyes, Feng Chun is the most beautiful woman in the world! Even if she is old and gray, I will never change my mind!"

His hands slipped into her thin clothes, lightly touching her delicate skin, waiting for her to take the initiative to express her desires.

Ruan Woqiu immediately let go, and said in annoyance:

No, you go to sleep. He said in a deep voice.

Well, consensus, except for "英风阵阵" ... just ... Chen En asked again:.

Then I'll turn on the light. After a moment of silence, she suppressed a laugh and said, "If you don't let go, how can I get out of bed?"

She thought of last night and felt annoyed again. "What does she want to do again? Is she here to bother him?"

Oh... Fengchun!

If you want to speak, go ahead, but I can't teach you to keep quiet! Listen attentively with your ear.

Chen Enyu became more and more confused. One afternoon, as soon as he saw someone, he couldn't help but stare and scrutinize over and over again...

I was asleep, when you came in, you touched and pinched me, it's hard for me to stay asleep.

Hmm, it must be Chen En who made you unhappy. Let me think, how did he make you unhappy just now?

What will happen in the future ?

Really not listening?

丑 ?

If only my fantasy could come true, I wish her appearance would be exactly as I imagine it in my heart.

I don't understand either. I have already reminded the young master that Du Huashi is extremely ugly, and it is not an exaggeration to describe her as disfigured. Why does the young master still jump into the fire pit? Is true love really invincible?

What? He couldn't recover his senses for a moment.

Er Lang, what nonsense are you talking about?

"... ..." Did his eyes go blind like the young master's? I really want to poke my own eyeballs and see what went wrong! "So, Madam Feng, what about the young master? What do you think of his appearance?"

Why do three people have completely different descriptions when looking at the artist Du?

You may continue speaking.

Just now, it seems like he accidentally stumbled upon a secret. Is it because he is usually careless, or did Erlang Shen kill everyone who knew the secret? How come he has never heard anyone mention Erlang Shen's relationship with Feng Daniang?

Who would be awkward!

He gritted his teeth and glared at her.

Erlang brother, even you are standing on my side...

Is it possible that the Du artist he saw was impersonated by someone? Or, did Erlang Ge intentionally belittle the appearance of Du artist?

Young master, I'm not talking nonsense! Please don't misunderstand, these are all sincere words from me to you, conveyed to me by artist Du. Feng Erlang said with grievance. He had been overcoming his inner obstacles all morning.

Sir Ruan, please don't misunderstand. Tonight, I just want to kiss you, not... um, be intimate.

Erlang Ge, I... I was thinking, why am I so different from the person in Feng Danniang's eyes?

After a while, Chen En thought that his father would not answer, but then he saw Ruan Woqiu nod slightly and hoarsely say:

He seems to ask you: In the eyes of the master, what kind of appearance does Du Hua have? Right?

"Sir, it's pitch black now, I can't see you, but I can 'imagine' your angry and annoyed look," she said with a smile.

Did you sleep well that night?